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Everything posted by xen0phile

  1. Thinking about this some more: it's not so much they dislike me, as I suddenly realize *I* dislike *them*. So I alienate my own self.
  2. I've alienated like multiple friends from college. It's something I'm good at.
  3. Really, I should just go kill myself, but we all know that's never happening, alas.
  4. TM, on the "Mythologies" thread, I think it's that I really actually want to be around company, but I don't want to deal with company. I want socialization, but I can't deal with the cost of socialization, with the reciprocity of being social.
  5. Went to a Donald Trump speech on acid SUPER BAD VIBES
  6. --Rick Sanchez I legitimately think he's onto something. (I'm not that smart, so I try to be nice).
  7. I'm not so sure that's something I want. I *want* to be atomized, thank you very much you sanctimonious cultural marxist types.
  8. Naw. Not my thing: in a monastery or commune, it seems like it'd be even more difficult to get away from people: sure, you're isolated from the status quo sociality of wider society, but they you will have your fellow monks or comrades infecting my mind with their minds. Better to be a hermit than a monk. And, I think it's easier to be an urban hermit, basically stay cloistered in your anonymous little apartment, be polite but taciturn around neighbors.
  9. (not mine, but a friend's) Just listen to this little gremlin:
  10. "600 AU" dang, that would be way the hell out there.
  11. Ninth planet discovered? No, not Pluto, but a Uranus/Neptune-scale gas giant way the hell beyond Pluto. Pretty cool if so.
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  13. (shit, I'm sorry: GR already told me off for derailing topics, and me whining about being shy should probably go in somewhere else. I'll STFU for awhile).
  14. Hablo espanol. Supongo que tambien soy muy timido. No me gusta encontrar tantos personas nuevas. A fiestas con mas que tres otras, yo dejo de hablar, quiero escapar. Tambien me parece que la cultura Mexicana (por lo menos ese parte de Mexico (Michoacan)), como partes de los EEUU (the South, for instance) tiene cultura muy extroverta. So, anyway, it wasn't just culture shock so much as I just hate meeting people of any culture. Like a shy Archie Bunker. Really, sometimes I just want to go live in a cave or Unabomber shack in the Montana hinterlands some days.
  15. I'm considering going back to school. I dunno.
  16. I chose to believe things that I suspect are correct. I think that some ideologies are more correct (epistemically, at least--I'm pretty ambivalent about morality these days) than others.
  17. I visited Mexico for a bit about a decade ago. It mostly left me horrified by machismo, and not wanting to travel anymore--which has come to pass. Think the farthest I've traveled since then has been Las Vegas. Lately, my exposure to different views has mostly been visiting Nick Land's blog. He, a neoreactionary/Dark Enlightenment type, doesn't always sound so wrong.
  18. Had a very surreal dream. I only remember part of it. There were two kittens sleeping outside. I scooped them up in my arms. They began to meow angrily, and then shit and pissed all over me. I dropped them in disgust. They crawled into the grass. Then, there was a single cat: they had merged into a single adult cat. I was shocked: my sense of logic was enough to know that this was a superbly weird event. I looked at the sky, and saw a large UFO moving slowing to the north. I was further shocked: observing these multiple "impossible" events made m
  19. Never been a fan of hagiography. I hate it when I do it. (And I totally do with, like, Bowie or Carl Sagan).
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